a joke, what a fucking joke. just when i think, maybe.. no, this is just fucking ridiculous.

i still cannot believe that this is your decision. you decided to do this, and you knew the consequences. you saw more worth in this decision. you deemed this the best choice.
well fuck your honesty and your respect. i don't want either, i don't want anything.


i am skipping new years all together, sleep right through until mid january, until it's so cold there is nothing else but to be frozen.

i fucking get it okay, you win.